I hate how my boyfriend took up this summer job, and now he works every day of the week. I hardly get any time to spend with him, and If I do its for like a minute or two. I understand its like, what he wants and he’s making bank and what not…but I just wish I could see him. I miss him so much. 

Our 6 months is coming up, that’s half a year. I wish we could spend that day together, cos we hardly ever spend our month-a-versaries together anyways. But with his summer job in the way, I don’t think its going to happen. 

Idk, I have like mixed feelings. Like, I’m really happy for him! Not going to lie. I guess its just me being a lazy ass bum at home all day. I seriously have nothing to do all day…Lol. I really need to occupy my time, to get these thoughts out of my head.

I miss my boyfriend, I miss holding him, and kissing him. I miss the lazy days we spent in bed, I miss waking up to him in my arms..I miss telling him I love him in person.